Enough is Enough

I guess I am done with men. For a while anyway. Remember a few posts back when I said I was supposed to go out with a 74 year old man and I backed out? Well, Saturday I was supposed to go for a ride on a brand new frigging Harley with a guy about my age and I backed out! I couldn't believe it. But I got so damn nervous I couldn't think straight and called him and told him I didn't feel well.

The reason I don't feel well is because I am not interested in pretending to be interested in ANY man right now. This is weird for me, a first, but I gotta follow my instincts. I just hope this passes. But when you have been through as many relationships as I have the time finally comes, I am seeing, when it is NOT time to get back in the saddle.