Because I am realizing that I am not ready to date. The last thing I want in my life right now is a relationship. I know he's going to call tonight and I should wait and tell him then, but I am chicken and am just thinking about sending him a message through the site.
What do you think? Is that fair or cowardly? (by the way, he was talking bad about a guy he works for, how they made fun of him--he's a few bricks shy of a load--and how funny it was, that was the thing that actually got me to rethinking this date before I realized that I don't want to date ANYBODY right now)