I don't know the first thing about what I doing! LOL Every decent guy--like many women who are smart but when it comes to men are attracted to losers--who is attracted to me I run off or run away from. I have always been that way. But hell, I am 52 and if I am not careful I will end up by myself the rest of my life.
However, I was listening to this line of a great song yesterday and dancing because it IS me. "I'm like a bird, I only fly away! Don't know where my home is, don't know where my soul is!"
So maybe being myself ain't so bad after all. (At least for the person who might love me that I leave)