I Am Fickle

Ok. This time I really give up. The date I was supposed to have last night? The one where I was supposed to cook dinner? Well, I got the potato salad made and then began feeling yukky about the whole thing. I sat down and thought about it for an hour or so and realized that I was trying to force an attraction where there wasn't one. I like the guy as a friend only. So I called him and told him that.

I believe it is time for me to fall in love with my OWN life and leave romance for the young, at least for a good long while.