Upward and Onward

I can't tell you how hard it is to finally admit to myself that I am going to be single for a very long time. I have always been in a relationship, or almost always, so it is a big change for me. But I also know that it is for the best. For the very first time I am getting to truly know myself, to be comfortable living alone and like myself, just my own company. This is the smartest decision I have probably ever made. Not that I won't date, I will I am sure, I like the company of men, but I will not be getting married or living with a man for a long time, if ever.